lost

AHH! I feel so unhappy about everything that just happened.
Why must it be like that.
Its so unfair. I wish i could turn back time to maybe 2006 or 2004?
All of this wont have even happen.
I don wan to constantly fear and fight anymore.
I want something that truely belongs to me.
I dont want ppl to see or think that way.
Why is everyone so evil.
How am i suppose to face ppl again.
I wish i could just dig a hole and hide myself in it.
I don wan all these problems, with you and everyone else.
All the care free days are nv coming back.
I should have nv let them go.

Daddy take over.