pls dont go...

Just discoveried some bad new today.
Am feeling really really sad...
Cant stop crying.
I really regret wat i did when i was much younger
I was very naughty.
often threw my temper at you.
but time and time again u forgave me.
I remember being fed till i was pri 6.
Whenever i was afraid of the dark you would just hug me to sleep.
that gave me the security.
I really love you alot!

I know you dont have much time left.
i really very sad.
is either u go for the operation or only nine month left.
But the operation has its risk.
its not 100% safe.
furthermore u are already so old.
I dont want to lose you!!!!
today gong gong also cried.
very sad....
ah ma i love you.
dont leave us..

dear heavenly father pls take care of my grand mother.
u are the healer and u will remove that cancer cells in my grandmother's stomach.
i know u will do it!
thank you abba father.