Love comes from you.

Listen to the lyrics carefully

2011-10-13T19:45:00.002+08:00

2011-05-31T10:01:00.001+08:00

I don't know whether its pms.
But I am sorry for making this decision.
I hope you understand and wipe away those tears.

Just need time

2010-06-05T23:11:00.002+08:00

I am going back to melbourne in the morning.
Suddenly I feel the pain again.
So stupid of me to even mention it again.
To all my emotions: Please just let me go.
You guys are soooo much lesser than the previous.
I don't need it all.

To you whom I almost smsed, really hope that you will encourage me again. TU

heart felt

2010-05-24T15:35:00.003+08:00

Thats what I am feeling right now....
But really thank you mdm.

Returning back.

2010-05-19T20:55:00.002+08:00

I want to shout. I want to say NO!
I want to let my feelings be heard and felt!
I want to stop it all!
Right now right here!
I don't want you to go on with it.
Stay right where you are!
ARGGGG!

STOPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!
" JUMPING BEHIND THE CHAIRS!!!!"

hahahah....

2010-05-16T17:19:00.001+08:00

Exams in 3 weeks.
Wish to time travel.
Travel to a time when it was just created.

I lost

2008-11-16T00:41:00.002+08:00

i lost.
this tme i really did.

lost

2008-08-02T18:48:00.002+08:00

AHH! I feel so unhappy about everything that just happened.
Why must it be like that.
Its so unfair. I wish i could turn back time to maybe 2006 or 2004?
All of this wont have even happen.
I don wan to constantly fear and fight anymore.
I want something that truely belongs to me.
I dont want ppl to see or think that way.
Why is everyone so evil.
How am i suppose to face ppl again.
I wish i could just dig a hole and hide myself in it.
I don wan all these problems, with you and everyone else.
All the care free days are nv coming back.
I should have nv let them go.

Daddy take over.

Blue blacks

2008-04-14T20:26:00.002+08:00

We just started our A div competition.
Against SR today. I played like shit.
Fell and had a super huge blue black on my knee, could hardly bend it now...
Haiz.. Had butter fingers today too.
But no worries, yasure is here.
I will do better next time.

Ouch ouch ouch...
its about two cm long.
Everytime i try touching it, it hurts.
My efforts of rubbing with oil and other aint working.
It still seem so blue.
May be it takes time.
But i am having my next match so soon.
I don know whether i will still be able to keep up with it.
I hope it goes off soon.

Being sian is not a gd excuss.
Perhaps or may be, you have lost it.
I feel so confuse and blur.
Pls give me some sign soon.

A song aint a song until it is sang.
A bell aint a bell until it is rang.
Love in the heart aint love until it is given aways.

ONE YEAR HAS PASSED!!

2007-11-30T01:42:00.000+08:00

yep (: one year. 365 days.
thats how long we've been through it.
all the happy, the sad, the bitter and the sour.
We've been through it all.
Fightings and cold war...
All the late night quarrels that we had..
The. AIYA, Hack-care attitude that we made.
hahas.
*shakes head*
But these are what made up the memories of us.
(:

Eat eat eat!

2007-06-05T12:54:00.000+08:00

I realized that eating good food makes me real happy!!
yummy!
Going to eat korean food tmr!
wah...
not bad not bad.

Into the second week of holiday now.
Haven really done much.
Slacked tonnes.
Have to start studying now.
But i really don't know what i have been doing for the pass week la!
Haven even watch pirates yet...
And i really need to buy a Gc.
I am so going to die la.
Cant keep on borrowing it from ppl.
Need to save money liao....

My stamina is really very bad now la.
Cant continue playing ball without feeling as if i am going to die due to the lack of oxygen...
cheryl woo you better faster come back from camp and go running with me!
hahaha!

long time no type....

2007-05-20T22:18:00.000+08:00

My computer refuses to let me sign into blogger.
Sooo my blog has been stagnant for quite awhile...
Using my bro's comp now.

Rough journey so far.
Suffering from a culture shock in SA.
But i guess i rather focus on my studies.
I am so very sick of school already.
Wanna go on a holiday!!!
BOO YEA!!!
HOLIDAY HERE I COME!!!
ok i am day dreaming.

That thing btw my lungs is also failing...
ouch ouch ouch.
the thought of it, the feeling of it all brings my world down.
but i guess we both got to compromise in our own way.
i refused to let go no matter what.
Holding on tight.

confusion.

2007-04-23T00:49:00.000+08:00

tired.
stoning.
blur
lost

I need help....

team sajc

2007-04-21T15:58:00.000+08:00

First match started yesterday.
Didnt play very well..
some idert sprained my thumb.. it is swollen like a ball now.
It hurts la..
Overall, i think SA played well yesterday.
After that went to jane's house with cheryl and angel.
Ate dinner there and watched 'the italian job' for awhile then cheryl had to leave.
After that we watched some random videos that were taken in st margs.
It was cao hilarious! laughed till i wanna die. hahahs!
brings back many memories man.. (:
miss st margs like mad la!!
and some idert took my phone home...
asshole man.. hahahas

no comments...

2007-04-07T22:55:00.000+08:00

My birthday just passed.
1 year older already.
Seen enough to believe that family surpasses everything.
Stayed at the chalet for two days.
Day one was gd.
Ate at fish and co.
was quite embarrassing too!
had to stand on the chair with a sparkle.
damn funny can...
No comments for the party on the second day...
Leanna and jw, thanks for coming!
had tonnes fun.
yay! meeting the rest of them on thurs!
cant wait...

Came home and slept tonnes!
slacking again now...
hahahah!

From the de of my xing...

2007-03-19T21:32:00.000+08:00

Since the past four months,
many things had happen.
This made me understand that the past had to be forgotten.
And perharps, had already been.
This new special thingy that started, has grown on me.
It has taken the place of both my hands and legs...(you get wat i mean...)
However, i am just too shy to admit, too proud to tell.
The truth is that the rearrangment that took place, became permanant.
It may seemed as if i am still looking back.
But pls understand, sometimes, i like to play tonnes.
And those ppl do crazy things.
Thats the only temptation to meet them.
Nothing else.
furthermore, they are frens from way back, my good frens.

Now, in the present, i have found my missing puzzle piece.
nothing can take that place...

confusion...

2007-03-17T13:23:00.000+08:00

I wanted to go to SA so badly in the past..
but now i miss SR.
Miss all the slacky times we had together.
Feeling foreign in SA.
I do not have my own frens...
Only my smss ppl.
I guess i need time to adapt to the new envirnoment again.
Missing tonnes of ppl liao.
Leanna and JW, i hope we still meet up often.
And the rest of S10, i hope we still keep in contact...

Sometimes i look up in the sky and wonder wat it will be like without that malaysia trip...
without those shouting and screaming...
since pri 4 i have been thinking like this...
with jolo and all...
when will i ever lie in that yellow tube again.
time flew quickly and i guess nothing have changed.
at least for me...

you dont miss ur water ('til the well runs dry)

2007-03-11T11:46:00.000+08:00

As I sail with you across the finest oceans
On our way to find the key to our emotions
Together we will move the clouds to brighter days
Some people question what I say
Tried to break up you and me
But I know this love between us is growing stronger
You can call me whenever from wherever
Just remember that
I'll be there
Through all the stormy weather
Us break up never
No we'll be together
Forever

[Chorus:]
You don't miss your water 'til the well runs dry
But I believe so strongly in you and I
Can somebody answer me the question why
You don't miss your water til the well runs dry

As I close my eyes
Sit back while reminiscing
Of when we used to fuss and fight but end up kissing
There may be sad and painful times along the way
But in my heart you'll always be everything and more to me
For I know this love between us is growing stronger
You can call me whenever from wherever
Just remember that
I'll be there
Through all the stormy weather
Us break up never
No we'll be together
Forever

[Chorus]

For you are always on my mind
You are always on my mind
Girl you know that you
You are always
You are always on my mind
You are always forever

[Chorus]

You don't miss your water girl no
But I believe so strongly in you and I yeah
Can somebody answer me the question why
Cause you don't miss your water 'til the well runs dry yeah listen
If you ever get the feeling
You wanna play around starting cheating, remember
You don't miss your water 'til the well runs dry

SA SA SA! (:

2007-03-10T23:57:00.000+08:00

GOOD NEWS! ((:
Finally, I can proudly say that I AM FROM SA!!! (:
Yeah! I was super super super happy when the SA admin staff called me!
I was still eating lunch at J8 when i had a miss call from sa!
my goodness la!! Was screaming for joy! ahahha!
smiled till my cheek muscle hurts la. hahahas! (;
yeah! and i can be with cheryl woo ting zhen again! ahah
can HAVOC already! (:

Went back for stmargs sports day at clementi stadium
and COOKE won... their cheerleading was really v nice!
GO LOU! haahhas (:
GAGE BROWN! FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT!!!
hahahas cheered till my throat's sore already la.. hahahhas
boohoolalalallas

randomness (:

2007-03-03T17:22:00.000+08:00

Vida,
Like water filling an empty cup u filled my heart
Like a bad outlaw u stole my heart
Like marshmallow u sweet lil' thing i adore
Like dark chocolate u gave me bitterness and after taste of sweetness
Like the rain u flood me with thoughts i cant explain
Like the sun u brought me life
Like the flowers u bring me wild
Like Mr Bean u crack me up
Like sotong smelly and blur (:

unwell.

2007-02-22T22:42:00.000+08:00

may be i am pmsing,
or being over sensitive...
just feel like banging my head on the wall.
si le shun le.
its over crowded there.
no place for me already.

cyn was nice..
but didnt meet any old timers..
wanted to but in the end all were to busy...
my comp screwed up too.
had to fix it and now my msn cant work.
using my bro comp now...
sian man...

GO SINGAPORE!

2007-02-01T21:37:00.000+08:00

WENT TO THE FINALS YDAY AT THE STADIUM!
SINGAPORE VS THAILAND!
AND SINGAPORE WON! YEAH! 2-1
IT WASNT A REALLY NICE GAME YDAY THOUGH!
THE REFEREE SO KAYU LA! WALAOS!
I WANNA BOX HIS FACE LA!
AND AND THE THAI PLAYERS ARE LIKE CRAP LA!
NOBDY TOUCH THEM THEY CAN FREAKING ROLL
ON THE GROUND LIKE BALL! STUPID LA!
HAHA! BUT IT WAS SUPER FUNNY LA!
EVERYTIME THE BALL'S NEAR THAI'S GOAL
MY HEART JUST STOPS BEATING!
SCARY...
HAHAHA.
HOPE SPORE WILL PLAY WELL IN THAILAND TOO!
AND WIN THE ASEAN CUP!
WE WANT CUP! WE WANT CUP! (:
HAHAHA...
AND I DISLOCATED MY ANKLE!!
CAUSE OF SOME FAT PIG! IDERT!
HOPE I CAN RUN FOR MY CROSSCOUNTRY THIS SAT LA!
SHIT MAN...
AND ITS SUPER PAIN!!
AHHHH...

HAHA AND HERE'S CHERYL'S M&M POKERCARD!! (:
SUPER COOL CAN!

Go Singapore!!

2007-01-28T10:49:00.000+08:00

WOOHOO!!!
the red lions defeated malaysia last night!!!
won thru penalties la!!!
msia scored during the 58 min.
the entire stadium was booing the players!
to be honest, many of us were expecting the lions to lose...
fortunately, an equalizer was scored during the 75min!
1-1!!!
went into extra time.
many attempts to put a stop to the game took place.
but both teams were not successful!
my heart almost jumped out of my mouth can!!!
had my hands over my face while the penalties ever taken....
HENG AH!!!
the last shot of the last penalty was saved by our goal keeper, LIONAL LIEWS!!
HES DAMN TALL CAN!!!
ZAINESS!!!
hahahahahah!!!

I am soooo going to watch the finals this wed!
Spore and Thailand!
AHHHHH!!!
thailand is very very very gd leh!!!
hope we can win again!
Go spore!!!

looking for stones!

2007-01-24T21:15:00.000+08:00

had a stone basket ball training today.
the phone gave me a heart attack!!
banged the yellow table a million times.
HAHAHAHHA!!
Jannette was cursing too!!
what the hell la!!!
was searching for them straight after phy class.
later had her to chu qi can!!
hahahaha

went for bbal training with a blur blur mind.
i missed all my lay ups.
didnt take rebound.
missed all my underbasket and free throws.
blurred out while doing figure eight.
wat a stoned training for me can.
all thats stupid fat cat's fault!
hahahahah
dont disturb me la idert!!!
haahahaha
use the ball and hit my chest somemore!!!
box your face then you know!!!
tripped every one in the team today!!!!
wooohoooooooo!!!
hahahaha
very childish lor!
sorry la i haven grow up yet!
hahahaha

kungfu mahjong 3

2007-01-23T22:23:00.000+08:00

HAHA ponned school today!
went to watch kungfu mahjong 3!
it super hilarious i tell you!
laughed till i wanna die la really
i wanna watch night rider looks super cool la
hahahas (:
saw alot of people in town today la
haahha and i kept disappearing.
yeah! i think im zai (: hahas
and at was being a retard today!
she didnt know that 7-11 opens 24 hrs
and that the whippotato comes swishin down the machine
and she thinks its SOUP. -.-
and she didnt know the lyrics of tokyo drift
is tokyo~ drift drift drift drift..
she think its (ah ah ah ah ) hahhahas dumbass

ALL MY LIFE (:

2007-01-21T17:51:00.000+08:00

I will never find another luva sweeta than you,
Sweeta than you
And I will never find anutha luva more precious than you
More precious than you
Girl you are
Close to me you're like my mother
Close to me you're like my father
Close to me you're like my sister
Close to me you're like my brutha
You are the only one my everything and for you this song I sing

And all my life
I've prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life
I've prayed for someone like you
And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do love me too

I said you're all that I'm thinkin' of.....baby

Said, I promise to never fall in love with a stranger
You're all I'm thinkin' of, I praise the Lord above
For sending me your love, I cherish every hug
I really love you

And all my life, baby, baby, I've prayed for someone like you,
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you, baby
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do love me

You're all that I ever known
When you smile, on my face, all I see is a glow
You turned my life around
You picked me up when I was down
You're all that I ever known
When you smile on your face all I see is a glow
You picked me up when I was down
You're all that I ever known
When you smile on your face all I see is a glow
You picked me up when I was down
And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes I pray that you do love me too

All my life
I've prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
Yes, I pray that you do love me too
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
Yes, I pray that you do love me too

I think this is a super nice song la!
Heard this song at Attica the other time i went..
Quite off for a song to be played in club la...
But its damn nice can!
hahahahas
yesterday went ice skating with cheryl woo, sophie and angel
hahahas and i fell until very jia lat can! the blade cut my stomach la!
and i landed with a SUPER LOUD THUD on my left side la
my arm and hip hurts la.
got bruises can
dono got internal injuries not la
but im strong! ahahahhas
but it was super fun! we played catching can
and there was this uncle whos like quite pro la
he skate like dancin one and alot of guys
were like followin behind him and mockin him la
damn hilarious la.
hahahas im so gonna master ice skating man

crash and burn

2007-01-18T17:01:00.000+08:00

B bal training in SRJC is extremely tiring!
run and run and run is all we do!
maybe thats gd la.
but they should focus on skills too?
hahahaha!
i run until and faint kind can!
somemore i was an ex tracker??
HAHAHAHHA!!!

SRJC is quite nice la.
the sch system and stuff is good...
better then smss!
hahahahhaha!!
but very stressful even for the 1st three months.
very day have to rush tutorial liao....

As i sit in front of the computer,
my heart and mind is in a mess.
A mess of pain and confusion.
those pearls are rolling all over the floor...
so near yet so far.
those words of confirmation are falling on a deaf heart.
it just refuses to accept them.
I am feeling the crash and burn wounds all over.
that accident was doomed to happen.
I knew it was coming.
But refused to do anything...
now i am paying the price.
I see the exit door.
But am stucked in the middle.
someone pls pull me out soon....

new school..

2007-01-08T18:47:00.000+08:00

First few days at SR was funfilled with games and cheering.
i even lost my voice la! screamed my lungs out la!!
some said it was sexy..
some said it waqs horrible.
ok lo, not my fault what.
and i finally know whats dress called in chinese! HAAHA
not bad okay, my chinese improved.
and cheryl woo! u better stop calling me cheena biang!
HAAHAHS.
i miss st margs.. the people. definitely NOT the teachers,
maybe except for the nice nice one la, like MRS LOW!!
wahahahs. and my friends..
i miss fightin and wrestling with cheryl!
and making a fool out of ourselves.
:(

Birthday surprises!!!!

2007-01-07T12:32:00.000+08:00

A MACS SURPRISE FOR DIDA!!!HAHAHAHA!!
It was successful k!
Was quite funny at 1st.
Di came but da haven arrive....
so we all poped out with the cake.
di saw us and continued walking....
she was super pai seh too can!
we played kiddy games!! had to wear the macs hat thru out can...
sat on mini chairs
ate happy meals
This was a super duperly fun birthday party la!!!!

Yesterday, cheryl angel and i went to lou's house to prepare her surprise present!
pasted glow in the dark stars and sheeps on her room ceiling.
wanted to surprise herat the lift.
had to call and talk to her to know her location la!.
don even know wat to talk about can!
hahahahahah!!
super funny!
then the most suay thing happened.
i was peeping if she reached her lift laio..
then some catering ppl came down.
when we were about to surprise her.
the catering guys toppled the trays.
WAH LAU LA!
we were so shocked la!
when we wanted to appear again.
the people there told us that lou went up liao!!!!
had to quickly call her to get her down can!!!
gave us a heart attack can!!!
hahahahaha!!!
she was very touvhed and happy!!!
so this birthday surprise is also counted as sucessful!
YAY!!!

byebye 2006

2006-12-27T21:32:00.000+08:00

time really flies.
in another 5days, 2006 will be over.
many people welcome 2007 with open arms, and others turn their backs, in hope to avoid the upcoming challenges and new faces.
2006 come and go. How many of us have actually kept to our so-called "new year resolution"??
HAHA. I do have one in mind for 2007- to eat in class without getting caught and to face the punishment of attending detention classes . HAHA! you may laugh at how dumb i am, but looking at another perspective. I'm not good at doing "bad" things?? HAHAHA yeah, right.
This year has been a torturous and painfilled one for me. DEFINITELY! when my freedom's ripped off with os. But im glad that its FINALLY all over.
and YES! i still have a whole pool of messed up notes/books/papers.. whatever u name. I have them all in my room. Maybe some kind soul can come help out?

cheryl!! i miss cheryl...

turned upside down...

2006-12-15T08:04:00.000+08:00

went to watch eragon yesterday.
action packed movie!
very nice!
the main actor and actress both very good looking!
HAHAHAHA!!!
before that i slept like tonnes la!!!!
9-12 then after lunch 1-4!!!!
I'm like a pig can!!!
eat and sleep only...
HAHAHAHA!!!

i got posted to serangoon liao...
not appealing anywhere la.
anyway its only the first three months.
yea only the 1st three months.....

i am in love with a new korean song la!!!
its called timeless by some guy that FH likes!
really very nice!!!
HAHAHAHA!!!!

feeling sad...

2006-12-13T09:23:00.000+08:00

The entire three years of total fun has come to an end.
next year will be different.
no more turns to my left in class and fighting with cheryl...
I will miss those times when we played and fooled around in class...
cheryl just left yesterday.
have never been so sad about her leaving the country...
i guess the thought of not seeing her in class anymore made it worse.

tmr i am going to have my bit test.
I am super scared la!
dont know can make it anot.
but i am sure that i wont get in la...
unless some thing unusal happens.
HAHAHHA!!!

I wanna go watch a movie today.
But dont know can anot.
haiz...
all my frens are over seas la.
no one to go out with!!!
lucky the fays didnt go any where.

to kyl: my classmate, my team, my best fren. I LOVE YOU!(really from my heart)
to ben zhu: faster come back!!! EMI!!!!

In korea!!

2006-12-05T20:29:00.000+08:00

hahahaa!!!
the weather is super duperly cold freezing here!
Going have an attack now!
just ran tonnes!
tmr going to the mountains!
woohoo!
HAHAHA!!!
i am super tired la!
just touch down today then must go see stuff liao...
sian to the max la!
went to a spa too...
too many nake ladies la!
going to have sore eyes! HAHAHA!!!

i only have one hour of internet to use now...
having a super bad headache!

Nice fireworks!!!

2006-12-02T01:13:00.000+08:00

Went to vivo for the grand opening!
The fire works were wonderful can!
Nicest i have ever seen!
But had to sit next to the rubbin bin to watch la...
HAHAAHAHA!!!
Vivo is extremely huge!
Couldnt even find the food court la!
Ended up eating at habour front...
So silly right!
HAHAHA!!

Heard really really weird stuff from the juniors today!
Super duperly funny la!
Cant believe them!
HAHAHA!!!
Our school really got many many bo liao people la...
Is gossiping really very fun?
HAHAHA!!

Going to buy soccer boots tmr...
Hope my mum couldnt chop off my head because of the price.
But she is quite supportive la..
should be alright!
HAHAHA!!

Found a really cute song...
by shaggy...

Girl, you`re my angel, you`re my darling angel
Closer than my peeps you are to me, baby
Shorty, you`re my angel, you`re my darling angel
Girl, you`re my friend when I`m in need, lady

Life is one big party when you`re still young
But who`s gonna have your back when it`s all done
It`s all good when you`re little, you have pure fun
Can`t be a fool, son, what about the long run
Looking back Shorty always mention
Said me not giving her much attentionS
he was there through my incarceration
I wanna show the nation my appreciation

Girl, you`re my angel, you`re my darling angel
Closer than my peeps you are to me, baby
Shorty, you`re my angel, you`re my darling angel
Girl, you`re my friend when I`m in need, lady

You`re a queen and so you should be treated
Though you never get the lovin` that you needed
Could have left, but I called and you heeded
Takin` a beatin`, mission completed
Mama said that I and I dissed the program
Not the type to mess around with her emotion
But the feeling that I have for you is so strong
Been together so long and this could never be wrong

Girl, you`re my angel, you`re my darling angel
Closer than my peeps you are to me, baby
Shorty, you`re my angel, you`re my darling angel
Girl, you`re my friend when I`m in need, lady

I am so dead!!!

2006-11-30T11:56:00.000+08:00

Yesterday we went to K box la.
Then met cheryl...
She gave me a plastic bag.
It contained: her NEW passport and NEW retainers.
continued playing in town and went to cheryl house.
at the bus stop cheryl and i were fooling around as usual.
everything seemed fine.
Jane and angel helped cheryl with her posters at her house.
When both of them left...
Cheryl went to my bag to take her stuff.
And everything went wrong...
We couldnt find it anywhere.
searched the whole house.
I LOST HER PASSPORT!!!
we went to the bus stop to wait for the nxt 855.
then the stupid bus uncle wanted to drive us to yishun interchange to change la...
we refused...
then he gave us the number...
Really couldnt find it anyway!
Got a scolding from our mums.
i am super scared now la...
dont know wat to do!!!
Now cheryl is going to report it to the police 1st
and hope that some kind person picked it up!!

Just came back from training...
super tired can..
i don think i can get in.
haiz...
i will just go to serangoon lor..

WOOHOO!!

2006-11-28T11:13:00.000+08:00

The seven of us!!! HAHAHAA!!!

CHERYL AND ANGEL! nice eyes!!!
The tai tai!
The contrast!!!hahahhaa!!

preparing for prom...

2006-11-23T12:41:00.000+08:00

Prom night is today can!!
wah...
I cant believe it.
My four years worth of secondary education is coming to an end.
I am still recovering from the happiness of no more OS..
hahahahahaha!!!
Bought my dress and all liao.
should be quite nice i guess...
WAHAHHAHA!!!

MOS was ok.
That stupid fight ah...
wasted so much time.
stand until leg pain ah.
End up it was all fake and planned!
WAT THE!
Angel stayed over that night..
talked and disturb disturb until six la..
Woke up at eight can!
HAHAHAHA!!
Followed her for manicure.
WAH waited super long can!!!
But her nails are super niced now...
hahahahhaha!!!

waiting for my mum to come home now...
suppose to sign up for the jc thing.
haha.

shopping...

2006-11-20T11:18:00.000+08:00

have been looking for a prom dress ever since the end of OS.
wah i didnt know that shopping is more tiring than bbal...
i dont like...
HAHAHAHA!!!!
before i started, i had to buy a new proper bra...
wah not bad ah!
I am a B! hahahahahaha!!!
If i am a B and angel is a C then....
WAH!!!
HAHAHAHAHA!!!
CAo funny!!!!
Finally bought this pink dress.
Actually i wont dare to walk out of the car on that day la!!!!
HAHAHAA!!
so pai seh!

before i met jane on sat..
was walking down town.
WAH!!!
this is the first time orchard road looked so nice.
partly the deco..
but not walking down that path for months really made it damn special la!!!
HAHAHAHA!!!!
freedom from the OS man!!!!
Super duper happy!!!!
hahahaha!!

i somehow still miss that feeling.
cant talk much about it...
if i could i would turn back time

ITS OVER!!!!

2006-11-18T10:27:00.000+08:00

6 weeks of intensive studying is finally over!!!
WAH!!!
I cant believe it!!!
OH YES!!!
Stayed over at cheryls house with angel yeaterday!!
was super tired but still forced myself to watch 2 movies!!!
I think this is the second time i watched Mulan la!!!
NICE MOVIE!
hahahaha!!

Went to town right after history paper.
Met hm at hereen.
The rest of the JOG ppl were at far east trying on dresses..
We kept bugging them to come to hereen.
Then we were told that LINDY BROKE A DRESS???
HOW to break a dress??
WAHAHAHAHA!!!
Actually she only lost afew stones from the dress...
damn stupid la!
they had to go buy earings to fix the stones back!
HAHAHAA!!!
TATS SO FUNNY!!!

Wah now i am still so super tired!!!
should go sleep! HAHAHA!!!

O level sux la!!!

2006-10-15T23:16:00.000+08:00

I don't like to study...
Bleag.
But no choice i guess.
I act smart la in sec 2.
Go what triple science...
should have gone to combine instead.
now have so much expectation i have on myself...
sian...

went for the sa open house.
wanna try to get into sa thru soccer i guess.
hope i am good enough la...
sign up for the bbal trials too.
but not really keen to play bbal again.
perharps god was giving me a sign that i will go in thru soccer...
when i was signing up for the soccer trials,
suddenly a soccer ball hit my head hard la!
gave me a shock!
some soccer guy accidentally kicking and the ball hit me la!!
WAT THE!
WAHAHAHA!!

my bro tried to bake a cake for his gf...
it turned out looking like bake rice la!
and abit chao ta lor...
he wanted to bake my cookie too.
but he failed!!!!
WAHAHAHA!
he sux la!
third time he crashed my aunts car la!!
crazy bro la!
whole day actioning la!

wah cao tired man...
ok going to sleep liao.

happy birthday to you!

2006-10-14T16:32:00.000+08:00

CHOU BA GUAI!!!! but really hope you like the surprise lor!!!!

WAHAHAHA!!! SO CUTE CAN!!! stupid pig la you birthday girl!!!why come out from the wrong side!!!Ass hole!HAHAHAHA!!!!Instead of me surprising you, you scared me from the back k!! BITCH! WAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

prelims are over!!

2006-09-20T08:47:00.000+08:00

YAY!!!FINALLY!
After don't know how many weeks of hard work, its over!!
Started playing like crazy already!
But i guess today will be the end of all the playing liao.
The battle may be over but the war is not...

Stayed over at jane's house on monday la!
Slept at 4.30 and woke up at 6 plus!
wat the!
had to go to sch for some NE thingy.
Rubbish one la!
watched lots of movie.
played tonnes of bridge!
wah i tell you ahh...
I am like cao pro at bridge liao!!!

was suppose to sun tan.
ended up going to sentosa at 3 plus!
No more sun liao AH!
and whos fault is it??!!!
Stupid angelina tan kwan jie!!
how can u choose tuition over sentosa!
WAHAHAHA!!!
But we still had a great time!
we were still playing bridge on the sand la!!!
Had dinner at habour front.
Got this pizza place.
The chicken wings were very nice.
But the pizza was okok only.

Am preparing to go Cheryl's house now...
Suppose to cycle from her house all the way to JURONG today!
My legs are going to break!
Then still got tuition...
Sian man!
HAHAHAA!
Jane is also following us la!
Shocking!
HAHAHAHA!!
YAY!!!
play play play!!

get out of my head!!!

2006-09-07T17:57:00.000+08:00

AHHH!!!
lately i have been having really bad dreams.
always about that B*tch.
oh man! why!
its not really helping me to forget her la!!
often would wake up crying!
all those dreams seemed so similar!
been there done that!
went crazy cried tones!
AHHHHH!!!!
just feel like washing my brain!!
wanna forget all those bad memorises.

perhaps deep down inside i haven been able to let go...
oh well.
it will take even long now....

pls dont go...

2006-08-27T18:20:00.000+08:00

Just discoveried some bad new today.
Am feeling really really sad...
Cant stop crying.
I really regret wat i did when i was much younger
I was very naughty.
often threw my temper at you.
but time and time again u forgave me.
I remember being fed till i was pri 6.
Whenever i was afraid of the dark you would just hug me to sleep.
that gave me the security.
I really love you alot!

I know you dont have much time left.
i really very sad.
is either u go for the operation or only nine month left.
But the operation has its risk.
its not 100% safe.
furthermore u are already so old.
I dont want to lose you!!!!
today gong gong also cried.
very sad....
ah ma i love you.
dont leave us..

dear heavenly father pls take care of my grand mother.
u are the healer and u will remove that cancer cells in my grandmother's stomach.
i know u will do it!
thank you abba father.

A quick breather..

2006-08-15T20:18:00.000+08:00

I am so sleepy...
having two test tmr la!
Am i still have time to blog..
Wat a joke man!
haiz..

Actaully was looking for cheap and good spa packages online.
But realized all are so EXPENSIVE!
OH MAN!
100 plus plus plus la!
And jane!!
was the apple effective?
i hope so!!! WAHAHAHA!
Anyway its kind of impossible la!
But its a fact k!

CHECK THIS OUT PPL!!!! WAHAHAHA!!!

This is a really nice song!
JIU SHI AI NI

wo yi zhi du xiang dui ni shuo ni gei wo xiang bu dao de kuai
yue xiang lv zhou gei le sha mo
shuo ni hui yong yuan pei zhao wo
zuo wo de gen wo chi bang
rang wo fei ye you hui qu de wo
wo yuan yi wo ye ke yi
fu chu yi qie ye bu hui ke xi
jiu zai yi qi kan shi jian liu shi yao ji de wo men xiang ai de fang shi

jiu shi ai ni ai zhao ni
you bei you xi you ni ping dan ye you le yi yi
jiu shi ai ni ai zhao ni
tian mi you an xin na chong gan jue jiu shi ni

wo yi zhi du xiang dui ni shuo
ni gei wo xiang bu dao de kuai
yue xiang lv zhou gei le sha mo
shuo ni hui yong yuan pei zhao wo
zuo wo de gen wo chi bang rang wo fei ye you hui qu de wo
wo yuan yi zhen de yuan yi
fu chu suo you ye yao bao hu ni

Oh zai yi qi shi jian ji xu liu shi
qing ji de wo you duo yao de ai ni

Oh jiu shi ai ni ai zhao ni
bu qi bu chi kai bu zai yi yi lu you duo shao feng yu
jiu shi ai ni ai zhao ni
fang zai ni shou xin can lan de xing fu quan gei ni
Oh jiu shi ai ni ai zhao ni wo du yuan yi
jiu shi ai ni ai zhao ni
yao wo men zai yi qi

GILLIAN IS THE BEST!!!!

2006-08-10T12:54:00.000+08:00

GILLIAN IS A GREAT DANCER.
GILLIAN IS THE BEST SINGER!
GILLIAN IS THE MOST WELL ORGANISE HOUSE CAPTAIN.
GILLIAN IS VERY SMART.
GILLIAN IS VERY CAPTIVATIVE.
GILLIAN IS SO CHIO!!!!
GILLIAN IS THE BEST!
GILLIAN I LOVE YOU!!
wahahahahahah!

Yong Qi

2006-07-24T19:37:00.000+08:00

This is a very nice and sad song!!!

Yong Qi

Zhong yu zuo le zhe ge jue ding Bie ren zen me shuo wo bu li
Zhi yao ni ye yi yang de ken ding
Wo yuan yi tian ya hai jiu dou sui ni qu
Wo zhi dao yi qie bu rong yi
Wo de xin yi zhi wen xi shuo fu zi ji
Zui pa ni hu ran shuo yao fang qi

Ai zhen de xu yao yong qi
Lai mian dui liu yan fei yu
Zhi yao ni yi ge yan shen ken ding
Wo de ai jiu you yi yi
Wo men dou xu yao yong qi
Qu xiang xin hui zai yi qi
Ren chao yong ji wo neng gan jue ni
Fang zai wo shou xin li Ni de zhen xin

Ru guo wo de jian qiang ren xing
Hui bu xiao xin shang hai le ni
Ni neng bu neng wen rou ti xing
Wo sui ran xin tai ji
Geng hai pa cuo guo ni

my FAMILY

2006-07-16T11:00:00.000+08:00

my BRO

Mum and dad

slacking

2006-07-15T19:47:00.000+08:00

YAY! Finally using my phone again!
long time nv sms liao!
wahahah!
The sad thing is that some Bhb ppl put their pic as my wall paper!!!
SO UGLY!!!
WAHAHAHA!
NOT CUTE AT ALL!!!
HAHAHAHAH!!!

Anyway went to support them yesterday!
I think they sang great!!
Melt my heart man!
I am so addicted to their voice!!
WAHAHAAHA!
You guys are our champion!!
ANGEL JANE AND MONSTER!!!

Hey up there,theres some thing i wanna tell you.
However i can nv.
My heart has let me down again.
It has fallen.
I already know your reaction.
You will just jump out of your chair and laugh out loud.
It will do lots of harm to us.
To everyone.
Maybe its better this way.
No one knows no one can do anything.
nothing will change.
If not i will really lose a very big part of me.
I wish i can tell you.
May be someday i will.
The day we all seperate.

Nose bleeding!

2006-07-07T23:35:00.000+08:00

OMGOODNESS!!!I cannot take it anymore!SHE IS DAMN HOT!!!!
Everytime i watch smallville, i am drooling like hell la!
AHHHHH!
Angel! rain is so ugly man!
At least louis khoo is so much shuaier than HIM!

Going for national day preveiw tmr!
YAY! cant wait!

England sux england sux...

2006-07-02T11:16:00.000+08:00

Went with jia and jane to watch syf parade.
watch watch then half way suddenly feel sad and depress.
Didnt really know wat to do then.
The finale was nice.
haha raymond and jia are damn funny.
nv seen this side of jia before.
ate at Ps.

Cried in the car.
Fought with mum.
Didnt know wat to do.
Called faynat.
realized they watching soccer together.
Forced my way to Tsu house.
walking to her house is so scary man!
Scared kana rape!
WAHAAHAHA!
There were two grps there.
Swee and tsu are the England fans while faynat, tsu no 2 and i are the port fans!
CHIRSTIANO RONALDO!
faynat's cutic.
WAHAHAHA!
Portugal WINS!!
YAY!
ENGLAND SUX!!!!

So shocking that brazil lost!

nothing else to say...
wanna cry again...

I am sad

2006-07-01T12:23:00.000+08:00

I am sad
I am sad
I am sad
I am sad
I am sad
I am sad
I am sad
I am sad
I am sad
I am sad
I am sad
I am sad
I am sad
I am sad
I am sad
I am sad
I am sad

I know everything will never happen again.
But i really miss it so much.
Trying to commit sucide was just as excuss to see you.
I guess it nv worked.
I was feeling so lost.
It has been two week.
I am still crying like shit.

Honestly i think u are selfish.
Have you ever thought of me.
How i would feel and stuff?
No right.
Love do not record wrongs.
Is this called love?

I wonder when will this pain go away.
I am so sad.

roller blading rockz!

2006-06-21T21:53:00.000+08:00

Today was suppose to go to moral home.
But in the end some idert didnt even confirm with the lady in charge.
So we had to plan something else.

House of the dead 4 rockz!!
woohoo!
i can spend like tons on that game la!
Actaully i did!
$15 all done on video games!!!
WAHAHAHA!
Went to ECP afteer that.
I HAVE FINALLY LEARN HOW TO ROLLER BLADE!!!
YAY!!!
Now i wanna buy a pair of blades!!
YAY!!!

To AT JL ZONI CW:
thanks alot for today! NV had this much fun since sun??
WAHAHAHA!!
SORRY AT!!!hope u are ok!
I AM A SLAVE FOR U!!!
WAHAHAHA!!

藉口

2006-06-20T13:04:00.000+08:00

藉口
翻着我们的照片想念若隐若现
去年的冬天我们笑得很甜
看着你哭泣的脸对着我说再见
来不及听见
你已走得很远

也许你已经放弃我也许已经很难回头
我知道自己错过
请再给我一个理由说你不爱我

就算是我不懂能不能原谅我
请不要把分手当作你的请求
我知道坚持要走是你受伤的藉口

请你回头我会陪你一直走到最后
就算没有结果我也能够随
我知道你的痛
是我给的承诺
你说给过我纵容
沉默是因为包容
如果要走请你记得我
如果难过请你忘了我

bad things will pass.

2006-06-19T19:33:00.000+08:00

So many things have happened these few days.
Even though all these seems very tough to handle,
it will eventually be over.
I should not be drowning myself in self pity.
Bad things come and go.

I should consider myself lucky.
For the past few days i thought that the worst has come.
However when i see others, mine is just peanuts.
I still have my family and lots of friends.

Now most importantly is my o levels.
I shouldnt be bothered about all these rubbish anymore.
When i go JC i know all these will just be a fond memory.

Faynat hang in there.
U still have all your good frens who care about you.
And remember God has said,"Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you."

help!

2006-06-17T20:47:00.000+08:00

Hang over remedy, anyone?

CARS

2006-06-16T21:07:00.000+08:00

KECHA!!!
went to lovey dovey with zoni today.
Watched cars!
COOL MAN!
Mcqueen's character seems so very familiar...
haha.
Anyway i cant believe the uncle gave us the couples seats at the back!!!!!
OMG!
ZONI AND I!!!
YUCKZZ!!
HAHAHA!
But the movie is cao nice!
GO WATCH!

After that hm and hot babe joined us.
WAH today hot babe wear until...
(faint) sexy or wat ah!!!
WAHAHAHAH!!
Then they started stripping infront of me!!
4 ppl in one changing room!
THATS CAO FUNNY!
WAS suppose to eat at giraffe but end up did...
ate sushi.

Rachel just called me thinking i was cheryl.
I tempted her to eat sushi.
wahahahah..
Anyway i am using cheryl's number for one month.
haha.

Just us.

2006-06-11T23:46:00.000+08:00

after pasta...
OH MY GOSH!!!

Does anyone know that edna mode is my sister?

aiyo...bad bad bad...

2006-05-18T20:22:00.000+08:00

hahahaha i failed eng and ss....
cant believe it.
spend so much on tuition and yet i still fail...
not bad hor.

even thou the exams are over, i am still studying.
o levels chi is up next.
haha at least i pass my mid term chi.
quite sian ah.

superman returns is released on the 29 of june.
ITS CHERYLS BIRTHDAY!!
Y SO HENG ONE!!!
wahahahaha
cant wait to watch.

see hm, its moving.

time flies.

2006-04-01T22:41:00.000+08:00

Haven been blogging for awhile.
Too lazy i guess.
1st term has past.
1 more month to mid year exams.
Quite sian ah.
But got not enough time for revision.

okok gtg now.
Mum screaming at me again...

sch outing.To the land fill!

2006-03-12T16:49:00.000+08:00

Dumping site.
Class click.

The junk boat was to rocky.

We are out.

2006-02-24T20:18:00.000+08:00

We lost to scgs.
I fought well for the 1st two half but still lost.
Specs broke just before the the break of the 3rd half.
Was somehow blind.
Allowed a ball to roll pass me.
Haha...
Anyway its over.
Sorry guys I can't join the loser league.

Ohman now theres still something to worry about.
Sports day is in 2 weeks time.
I don't want to run.
I want to study.
Haiz...
But I guess this is the last year.
I must do what I have never done before.
To beat Sharmila...
WAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

HAHAHA!
theres this weird gage brown girl.
She kept begging us to let her run.
Was so damn funny!

a huge wish...

2006-02-12T20:47:00.000+08:00

My aim this year is to get into national top two...
HAhA..
Thats very hard.
After being trashed by Rgs...
I really don't know.
But my father can do it!

I had chem tuition today...
Kuen rong is quite gd.
I hope i wont get the lowest mark again...
I wan to get full marks!
My father can get it!

I want to go sentosa!!
lou faynat when!!!!
After our comp k!!!
YAY!!!

Ate at The rice table and No sign board!!
I think i gain afew kilo liao....
HAHAHAHA!!!

Valentine's day is coming!!!
Anyone wanna be my valentine?

We can go the distance!

2006-02-01T22:26:00.000+08:00

Tmr we are playing against RGS!
We lost once and won once.
So what will happen this time?
I am extremely scared la!
I must be on form tmr!

Today after training Cheryl played I can go the distance.
The lyrics was really very meaningful la.
Even tho we arent the best team but we wont lose hope!
We will go the distance!
We will be like the netbalers!
Won every match that they played!

The distance.
I have often dreamed
Of a far-off place
Where a hero's welcome
Will be waiting for me
Where the crowds will cheer
When they see my face
And a voice keeps saying
This is where I'm meant to be

I'll be there someday
I can go the distance
I will find my way
If I can be strong
I know ev'ry mile
Will be worth my while
When I go the distance
I'll be right where I belong

Down an unknown road
To embrace my fateT
hough that road my wander
It will lead me to you
And a thousand years
Would be worth the wait
It might take a lifetime
But somehow I'll see it through

And I won't look back
I can go the distance
And I'll stay on track
No, I won't accept defeat
It's an uphill slope
But I won't lose hope
Till I go the distance
And my journey is complete

But to look beyond the glory is the hardest part
A hero's strength is measured by his heartOoooooooooooooooooo( guitar solo )

Like a shooting star
I will go the distance
I will search the world
I will face its heart
I dont care how far
I can go the distance

till I find my heros welcome
Waiting In your arms
I will search the world
I will face its harms
Till I find mt hero's welcome
Waiting in your arms

Supporters are welcome tmr!!!
FAynat and gang u better come for the next match ah!!!
IF NOT I WILL SMACK U!!!
WAHAHAHAH!!

Dang ni.

2006-01-31T12:17:00.000+08:00

When everyone else are visiting their relatives.
I am playing X box.
When everyone else are getting ang paos and becoming rich.
I wasted money by watching xiao hai bu ben twice!
But I had tons of fun la!
Today going to play halo and metal slug again!!!
YAY!
Or may be CS.

I realize Cheryl takes a very wait time to decide anything!
1st she say she wans to eat ice cream then we had to wait all the way to cheers to get it.
When we got there she change her mind and decided on eating chocolate.
She spends 15 mins deciding which kind to eat!
She is a piece of rubbish la!!
AHHH cant take it!!
WAHAHAHAH!!
I wonder whether chen siyi and jean are like that...
hmmmm....

ok meeting lou faynat swee cam siyi and cheryl now!
BYE BYE!

Last CNY celebration in SMSS!

2006-01-26T20:14:00.000+08:00

YAY! Tmr is CNY eve's eve..
Cheryl and I are planning to join 3e5 during the celebration in sch.
Hope we don't get caught..
I still remember the time Cheryl was the MC two years back...
WAHAHAH!
Wat stupid charlies angels.
And wat "I like balls"
Omg cheryl woo...

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!

YAY! FAYNAT ROCKZ LA!!!
THANKS MAN!!!
MADE ME FEEL SO MUCH BETTER!!!

I love belinda...who loves the word savvy...

2006-01-20T20:24:00.000+08:00

This title is the worse ever la!
Some idiot told me to do this...

Not long ago, cheryl told me to write a passage about little lou lou swee ah tsu and faynat.
I have 1 word for each of them...
Faynat= circular.
Swee=tall
Tsu=simpatica.
little lou lou=overpowering.
I guess this can improve my vocabulary.

I think i have jumper's knee.
Even thought i have no idea what is that...My knee just hurts alot.

I have a harry potter cut on my face now.
Was doing a rebound, the next moment the ball came towards my face and "bam"
OUCH MAN!!
Wahaha
But the leg injury was worse la...

Going to play again...

Ouch another injury...

2006-01-15T09:18:00.000+08:00

Last night I injuried myself again.
Was playing b bal with my bro.
And then ya I sprained my ankle...
But at least I learned alot of new skills.
And I trashed my bro!!
Am I a pro or am i a pro??
WAHAHAHA!!

I think I am prepared for the nationals...(other then my injuries)
My shooting has improve too.
All I hope is that nothing goes wrong during our critical matches...

Having a chem test on tues.
Studying for it too.
But I still could find time to have fun la!
WAHAHAH!!
Met fel and faynat yesterday for TWO HOURS!
Not lan wat.
And faynat sux la.
Your ten mins is one year...
Walked with fel around for quite some time.
Actually not fel only.
Made new frens.
WAHAHAH!
ok i was actually slacking yesterday...

Leg oh leg what happen to you??

2006-01-13T20:44:00.000+08:00

Oh man when the doctors dressed my wound and all...
It was really as painful as it can get!
They cut off the flaps on the wounds to clean the wound properly.
Thats that painful part!!!

Anyway how did i fall is the question.
I guess jean would know the whole reason?
WAHAHAHAHA!
When i fell she just stood there laughing la!
Actually She was chasing me.
Cos I hit her on the shoulder.
Was running from the bookshop to the carpark next to the DNT black.
Run run run then suddenly"ah bang"
The moment I found myself on the ground crying for Cheryl!
WAHAHAH!!
It was so funny ah!

Jean had to bring me to the general office.
I was bleeding so much that it flow down to my sock and stainned it.
Penny and prema are the best teammates around la!
They were having recess but yet they took the time to wash my wounds.
Thanks alot k!!!

The medicine that was applied was mixed with my blood.
My wound was bleeding all the while.
And it looked like chilli and mustard.
Damn gross la!

The doctor said that my knee cap is swollen.
Thats why when i walk I can feel the pain.
I hope i can heal before nationals start.

While everyone was saying YUCKS!
I was groaning in pain saying OUCH!

past few days...

2006-01-12T22:10:00.000+08:00

The Bishan CIP was great...
We did our best to encourage people to donate.
And I think we did quite well.
The ppl in charge as well as miss siti were delighted.
We were crazy after that.
Went into a specs shop and tried on every kind of cool specs!
I accidentally took home sweeney's wallet!
And camille took lou keys!
So lou had to come over to my hosue till her family came back!
Had to send her home!
She cant even ride a bike properly la!
So stupid!
Kept falling down when i tried to "lopan" her!
Too fat la u!
WAHAHAH!
Next time i must teach you!

Today was lonely!
No pal in sch.
Sat alone!
Had bad stomach cramps.
Almost died!
Went to corro with faynat lou fel and gang!!
Tsu change your name to fel la!!
Everytime fall down one!
WAHAHAH!!
YAY!! GO FUN TIMES!!!

Laughing all the way...

2006-01-09T22:09:00.000+08:00

The 1st thing in the morning, already died laughing!
We could see all the shaking asses from the gallery la!
Wah Cheryl and I were practically rolling on the ground, laughing.

Then chinese peroid came,
Cheryl suddenly said "eh the butterfly flying in liao"
WAHAHAHA!! Steffie and I were like HUH?
Haha mrs chong is hua hu dei!!
Then we decided to draw down her everyday clothes and see if she wears any of the same...
Cheryl you not bo liao wat!!
Ya you are not bo liao u are cheryl...

We modified fel's comment into a joke!
Hmm... so what will happen if u eat ten bowls??
Or learn electricountryside?

Played b bal in the rain.
Acting cool was fun till i slipped and fall...
I was doing a damn stylish lay up lor...(ego man)
HAiz... so malu after that...
wahahahah
And I think i am going to be sick liao. Feel like I am having a flu...

Jane Of cos I am cool la! I have style too k!!
Your bro is right!!!
WHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
And ya your bro is very shuai la!
And cool too!!
WAHAHAHA!

To rly: pls stop the kissing amanda(a medal) crap k!!
I didnt say that la!!
WHAHAHAHA
And stop match making me with everyone.
1st faynat then mynn now jane's bro??
But he is shuai la!!
not bad not bad!!

Happy birthday LOUSIA!

2006-01-08T10:43:00.000+08:00

Yesterday we went to celebrate louisa birthday.
We wanted to give her a surprise,
however we didnt plan that well that the shopping and surprising part was just rubbish...
Firstly we were suppose to conference with tsu the night before that.
But everyone accept cheryl fell asleep.(sorriex ah i slept at 7 to 7 the next morning)
So anyway i called faynat at 8plus the next morining la.
Everyone was still sleeping la!
She was suppose to call me back but I fell asleep AGAIN!
WAHAHA!!
Well the conference still went on after i woke up.
Cheryl fel faynat tsu and i.
Planning part ok liao...

Met tsu shuang er and sylvia at hereen.
Couldn't find that adidas watch so we went to center point.
Ended up buying ba kwa for lou.
And a cute watch instead.
Bought 2 agar agar too!
We walked for 2 hours to try get a shirt but all the shirts were either ugly or too expensive
WAHAHAA!!
Ended buying a green pual frank t shirt and a green slipper.
Very nice.
Cheryl was suppose to make a banner.
She and fel went to sportlight when we went shopping for the slippers and shirt.
They asked me to choose a cloth.
Then she said got one got a bbal baseball sporty nice one.
So i decided to ask them to get that one.
When i saw it.I almost died....
SO CHIO(UGLY) AHHH!!!
Some hua hua hui hui one ah!!!
I tot it was some yellow cloth with some black printing of balls on the side...
But never.
We spray paint "HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOSER(cancalled) opps we meant loisa!" on it.
WAHAHAHAHA!
On the way to istana park was super funny.
The candles kept going off.
And yes fel, light the candles not the cake...
Even before we could surprise her, she already saw us.
But it was still very toucking.
According to her, she cried.
So it wasnt that bad after all.

The next part was fun la...
Went to tsu's house.
Ate like a pig la.
PLayed Xbox.
Fel wanted to tell ghost stories in the dark la.
I was the only one screaming my head off..
wahahhahaha
Oh man i am so chicken!
talked till 1 plus.
then we went home...

To the birthday girl:HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LOUISA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

Check this out!

2006-01-06T19:03:00.000+08:00

WOAH!! CAO NICE MAN!! I have never receive such a COOL christmas present before lor!
I LOVE IT! I am not going to even open and read them!
Too cool to be touched!
Wah those ppl who bought me this really understand me too well la!
I wan to buy the whole set!
AND FRAME THEM UP LA!

I am super tired la!
Slept at 2.30am last night...
I finished all my homework!
Am I guai or what?
BUT I still got chased out of the class LA!
I know cheryl and i have a bad reccord of not doing work,
but you stupid teachers dont need to be prejudice towards us all the time la!
We did our homework man ,only one small box not filled up!
We didnt know how to do!
How do u expect us to do everything when you haven't even teach that topic ah??!!
teacher ah! happy then smile smile joke joke not happy then chase us out of class...
Worse grp of ppl i ever met.

Anyway basketball training was terrible.
Ran 5 normal sucides and 1 long distance sucide.
My legs are aching since wed's training.
But I guess its for the best.
Tournament will be starting on the 19.
Drawing lots tmr i think...
Daddy pls give us the best combination to win and get into the nationals easily...
I have to practice my shots again.
We got to do Syeila proud.
We got to do st marg's proud.

To the christmas presents givers: I LOVE IT MAN!!! THANKS ALOT K!!!

Courtesy of Fel and her lameness!!

2006-01-05T23:54:00.000+08:00

Oh i forget this so heres it!

Jess: eh sweeney whos your chem teacher?

Swee: YES Miss Siti!

Jess: WAHAHA same here! lucky you! Eh faynat you leh?

Fay: sorriex ah Miss Lee!

Jess and Swee: YES YES YES!! ours is the best la!

Fel to Fay: Your is countryside la!

Jess, Fay and Swee: HUH??

Fel: Miss Siti and Miss countryside la....

OH MAN!!! NOT LAME WAT!!! -_-"

4th day of sch...

2006-01-05T23:22:00.000+08:00

I am already so tired!!
I still have 360 days.
Lessons were as boring as usual.
Mrs Tan is super bimbotic la!
Exactly the same hand actions of Lindy!
Damn funny man.
Miss yuen took us for Pe.
Eh your pe and maths lessons like no diff leh!
Be more slack for pe can??
WAHAHAHAHA

Anyway I went to town with Camille after school.
We bought tori q and were on our way back to sch liao.
Then the EXTRA Ps told us to go abck and buy tarko pachi!
Then becos of that detour, our rice became glue lor!

And PREMA!Stop asking me whether I am a girl anot.
I wasnt flirting k!
U sensitive pig la!!
WAHAHAHAH!!!

Left sch at 6.Reached home at 8.
Louisa wanted to buy nerds and so we had to follow.
Had a gd time laughing la!
They actually made frens by playing freeze and melt??
Actually by staring la!!
Not stupid la!!
And lou U PIG!!
WHAT RUBBISH LA U!!
ANYHOW SAY THINGS!!!
I NEVER SAY I LIKE HER K!!!!
I AM SO GOING TO KILL YOU!!!
WITH YOUR CM!!!
WAHAHAHAHAH!!!

My tuition just ended...
Now i have to finish my hw before i sleep!
AHHHH!!!

to the girl i wanna kill!: thanks for the advice! It's really wroking!

Is it sad or happy?

2006-01-04T23:05:00.000+08:00

6 Things for being happy today!
1.Came to school late, I was able to sneak past the prefect to prevent booking!(Zai or zai ah)
2.Paid 3.50 to eat Pizza! Not cheap what!
3.I was told by Miss Ho that my Amaths test answers are rather promising!!!(YAY!!MY HARD WORK FINALLY PAID OFF)
4.Foundmost of my Sec 4 teachers are friendly and nice.(unlike those of sec 2 and 3)
5.Ate FREE pizza hut( courtesy of Syeila's mum)
6 ITS MY CAPTAIN"S BIRTHDAY TODAY!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SYEILA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!=)

And prema i am so going to hit you where the sun do not shine!!
WAHAHAHAHA!!

Stuff that went wrong today.
1. Got scolded for not studying harder for chinese.
2.Trainned like hell today...
3.Was told about my bad character( i guess its a gd thing, now all i need is for jesus to change me)

Things I want to fulfill this year.
1. Get my gd fren back(hey, im sorry bout the past nd all tht i did. i thought bout it for a while nd i dnt wanna leave this school with so much regret. hope we'll stay as good friends.)
2.get 9 points for olevels.
3.Bbal southzone champs!
4.A better character la i guess...

To the owner of THAT ugly pencil box: OMGOSH WAT A UGLY COLOUR! AND SINCE PULLING OUT YOUR RUBBER BAND DOESNT WORK. TAKING YOUR PENCIL BOX WILL BE THE NEXT CHOICE!! WAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

Pass or die...

2006-01-03T19:24:00.000+08:00

Retaking my Amaths test tmr.
Pass or die man!!
But I think I can pass la...
WAHAHAHA
I beta k!
17 hrs of amaths tuition in 2 weeks..
If i don't i will just kill myself!!

Anyway 1st day of school was quite fun.
No lessons at all!
Mrs tay is crazy la.
Act funny but cannot make it one..

I felt damn bad after what Mrs koh said.
As a student leader I should be a good role model.
But yet I am the worse among the rest.
Even leading my juniors into doing the wrong things...
Haiz..
Things around here got to change...

Daddy change me...

HAPPY 2006!!

2006-01-01T22:12:00.000+08:00

Oh man O levels are coming up soon.
I am sec 4 already!
I still can remember clearly the 1st day I came into stmargs...
Woah time flies real fast when you are having fun.

Yesterday I had my first experence of clubbing outside TAKA.
The huge tents outside TAKA.
We were lucky to be allowed to enter.
The person who sold the tickets to us must be some important person la.
Don't need check IC also allow us to pass...
WAHAHAHA as if we looked like 17 going on 18 like that...
Even thought its in the open, I still had tons of fun.
Dance like crazy...
Wanted to go up to this lady but didnt have the guts. WAHAHAHA!
I drank my first shot too!!
WOOHOO!!
And I wasnt drunk after I took it!!

Went to meet Lou they all at 2 then tried to get a cab to go to my house.
OH MAN ALL THE CABBY SUX LA!!!
Two times the price also don't want to fetch us!!
Waited for 30mins can!!
Anyway went to lou's play ground there to drink more.
Quite funny lor!!

Reach home at about 4.30.
By the time we were all clean and in my living room it was already 5.30.
Talked.
Jolo brought vcds over.
watched twins effect as 1st but it was too boring so we watched ju on.
SCARY AH!
But i fell asleep half way too!
WAHAHAHA!

Slept till 11.
Ate breakfast then sleep till 4 again!!
OH MAN GOODNESS!!
EAT AND SLEEP EAT ANS SLEEP!
We wanted to play bbal but the court was full.
Decided to go to lou's house to play Mahjong.
WAHAHAHA her maid knows how to play man!!
not cool wat!!
Now I am struck here studying while they are having supper...

Thanks,Cheryl Penny Lou Swee Faynat Pat Fel Rachel Joel Jolo and Camille for the great night we had.

And fel I SO WANT YOUR BRO"S AUTOGRAPH!!!
WAHAHAHAHA!!!

New year's eve.

2005-12-31T10:35:00.000+08:00

The bbalers are coming over to spray their hair later.
Then we will be heading for town.
Trying to get into IndoChine tonight.
WAHAHA!!
We better dress more mature...
But I don't think we can make it la.
Afew of them will be staying over too.

Last few days I have been studying at Cheryl's house.
Study and play at the same time la...
HAHA!
Oh man I love her mum's cooking!
DELICIOUS AH!

2 more days...
Oh man i cant wait...

This is a nice song.

Tonight, I'm gonna make it up to you
Tonight, I'm gonna make love to you
Tonight, you're gonna know how much I missed you, baby
Tonight, I dedicate my heart to you
Tonight, I'm gonna be a part of you
Tonight, you're gonna know how much I miss you
And I miss you so

Shall we dance Miss Lane?

2005-12-29T18:59:00.000+08:00

I SO want to learn ballroom dancing!
It's quite cool!
And who says a basketballer cannot learn to dance??

Anyway school will be reopening in 4 days.
Haven finish all my homework yet...
Sian ah!!
Can't take it anymore!
The stress!!
AHHH!!
Everyday also got tuition.
Not Chinese is amaths. Not amaths is english!!
wahahahahah!!
Cant wait for new year's eve!!
PARTY!!!
WAHAHAHAHA!!!

party with us??

2005-12-28T18:46:00.000+08:00

After bbal today, we went to party with us.
cheryl to camille: do u want to go party with us?
me: u mean partywithus OR party with us?
camille:huh??
WAHAHAHAHAHA!!
ok thats lame!!
They went there to find hair spray while i had to find a crown.
Couldn't find a nice one.
So I had to go to lido to get something else.
Person u better be happy with your present k!!!

Christmas celebration in town...

2005-12-25T10:01:00.000+08:00

Woohoo!! Today is christmas!!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!

Had a time of my life yesterday.
Spray my hair red and golden too.(But the spray sux...So yucky man!!!)
After family dinner, met up with faynat Swee Lou Cam Phe and Fel.
Town was so pack with People.
At first we bought 12 snow spray thingy..
But the battle from hereen to lido was tough..
Became a snow man half way.
Fake snow all over my face and hair.
Was in one battle with the indians where i lost my specs...
Had to ask faynat to find it for me...
WAAHAHAHAHAHAH...
Ate some form too...

Stop at lido to wash up.
Shouted the court down in town.
In the middle of the road in town i mean... WAHAHAHA!!!
Met Pat and Jolo At BK...
Then the battle continued...
The way back to cine sucked!!
Each of us only had one bottle each.
So it was quickly used up...
From then on we were defenceless...
Everytime we shouted MERYY CHRISTMAS at someone.
Everyone will start spraying at us...

Suddenly at TAKA there was a jam..
Human Jam i mean...
Everyone kept pushing...
A whole bunch of people almost fell.(including us)
After a long time of pushing we finally had an escape route.
It was too high to climb.
But we did la.
Dont ask me how faynat got up k... It will just make me laugh man!!!
Lou parents sent us home at 2 in the morning.
Laugh all the way home.

I just came back from watching Con of Nar...
Damn nice man!!

a note that i will post only once!! OH MAN SO Mushy!!!!

2005-12-22T15:14:00.000+08:00

Read someone's blog...
Felt it really make sense.

Even when I was heart broken and all, you guys never left me.
You didn't even ask me much.
But just talked to me all the time...
I called and U just listened to me cry...
Even as early as 6 in the morning.
This past few days it has been hell on earth for me.
Couples can come and go and they will be out of your life the next second.
But friends will always be there.(ripped it off someone's blog...hehe sorry)
Thanks Tsu Boxin Penny.
Especially Ryl and Crabbe and Goyle...

(OHMAN!!! CAN"T BELIEVE I AM POSTING THIS!!!)

Wah lau!! Want us to die is it???

2005-12-22T08:56:00.000+08:00

WHAT KIND OF TRAINING SCHEDULE IS THIS???
I tried it out this morning man...
30 mins to shoot 30 free throws!!
I give up man...
I will have to take 6 hrs to finish everything.
3 times a wk somemore!!!!
Cheryl Yin u want us to die ah??!!!
But don't worry i will fulfill it!!!
WAHAHAHAHA!!!

Just ate 4 roti prata..
Damn full.
Having Amaths tuition in 45mins...
Sian ah...
Haven finish all my work yet!!!

Anyway I can wait for New year's Eve!!!
Can't wait to go out till 3 and cant wait to drink in town and stuff!!!
OH YEAH!!!!

slacking...

2005-12-21T00:20:00.000+08:00

tsu and i...
Swee,fay.lou.tsu...
Sweaty pals...
Disgusting plate of chicken rice eaten by sweeney!
ICE KACANG!!!

Suppose to finish all my work today...
But ended up going out too.
wahahahah.
Went for the stmarg's dance in town.
Not very nice...

Went with faynat swee tsu lou and cheryl after that.
Walked around toys R S.
But couldn't find any christmas presents...

Went to food court to eat.
Ate Ice kacang.
Then fel joinned us.
Talked and folled around.
Damn funny man...

Took the MRT home with lou and swee.
YAY i am going tom play si zhi lu ko on sat!!!
Can't wait man!!!

crying again...

2005-12-20T18:46:00.000+08:00

nothing to talk about.
sad...

A lousy piece of phone...

2005-12-20T12:36:00.000+08:00

This phone here have 2 number that are not working...

9 and 6!! And most spore numbers starts with 9!!!

Ohman....

And all my smses have letters O,M,N,W,X,Y,Z missing!!!

I want my BABY back!!!

But I still must Thank cheryl for lending me the phone...

Anyway I am staying at home today...

Sian ah!!

Bruised and injuried...

2005-12-19T11:54:00.000+08:00

CHECK MY WOUND OUT!!!
Muscle aches, bruised palms and knuckles, cuts everywhere man!!
Thats a life of a basketballer and I love it!!(oh man i sound so saddistic)

Wed theres another match.
Against Ngee Ann Sec.
I so wanna trash them.
Camille wont be there so Cheryl!OUR ONLY CONTROLLER!!!

Today's training was alright la.
After 1 hr of tough training then we were allowed to drink water...
And coach was right.
Pressure comes performances.
Threaten to be punish then every ball gets in.

Penny!! Lets watch Aeon Flux!!Or another NC 16 movie??
wahahahahah!! I am serious k! lets go watch!

Yin don't stress out k.
I know you have been playing a forward for a long time.
But theres no other center better than you now.
And we know you can be a damn good center too=)

Ok I wanna go sleep liao...
Slept at 3.30 last night talking on the phone.
HEY I finally did't wake up at 6.25 leh!!
I woke up at 7!!!!
Crabbe and goyle you guys sux la!!!!!!

Pics from China and HK

2005-12-18T23:01:00.000+08:00

Disneyland!!!!But hk one is rather boring la!!!

I wanna learn to ride a bike!!

Met Rachel in Shanghai.

The only Water City in China...

MY TOUR GUIDE!! Hes damn funny la! And he says I look like JAY ZHOU K!

In the center of the King's temple!! SO BIG AH!! So much pyhsics to learn from it K!

SEE! The great wall of China!! Damn tiring to climb k!

back from bintan...

2005-12-18T14:53:00.000+08:00

OH MAN I SURF AND JET SKI!!!!
Zai or zai ah??!!
Damn cool!
But i lost my specs la...
wahahahaha.

Very fun.
Couldnt do many things becos i brought indo dollars...
And before the trip I was fighting with my mum.
She kept saying that its in indo dollar.
See la all her fault.
wahahahhahahaha

However felt quite weird
when cheryl wasnt with me and i was with the rest.
But it was ok i guess....
wahahahaha...

Si shua shua rockz la.
Make me happy all the time.
Cos my laughter given wasnt there!!!
WAHAHAHA

against home utd...

2005-12-16T11:51:00.000+08:00

Played against home u youth club today.
Won but it was a sucky game.
Felt like vomiting for the 1st and 2nd halfs.
But after that i felt better...
26-24 game score...

Going to Bintan later.
Will be back on sunday...

I can't believe this...

2005-12-15T13:37:00.000+08:00

I know what happen yeaterday was wrong.
I shouldn't have hit you guys.
And i can't take not knowing everything an excuse.
Well all i can say is sorry.

But how can you put all the blame on me?
Telling my mum that i am immature and stuff isn't the truth.
If you think you guys are so right then why not tell her the truth.
Why should i even lie to save your ass??
And to make it seemed that its all my fault.

Cos I still want you guys as friends.
I don't wan to make things worse.
You say that youre scared of me.
All i can say is that this won't happen again...

to the girl who accompany me from 6 to 8 in the morning...
thanks man...
i am so touch k.
and ill make sure your christmas present will be gd la...
hahahahha
so stop asking me for it=)

drunk and dead...

2005-12-15T06:11:00.000+08:00

I can hardly sleep at all...
everytime i try to go back to bed,
i feel like crying.
my mind is a blank.

dont know what got over me last night.
all i know is that i am damn sad and heart broken.
just feel like crying.

all i need is time i guess.
time to get over this.
dont know how long it will be but...
i hope i can.

2005-12-14T20:08:00.000+08:00

Everybody knows that I was such a fool to ever let go of you
Baby I was wrong
Yeah I know I said we'd be better off alone
It was time that we moved on I know I broke your heart,
I didn't mean to break your heart

But baby here I am Banging on your front door
My pride spilled on the floor
My hands and knees are bruised and
I'm crawling back to you
Begging for a second chance
Are you gonna let me in?
I was running from the truth and now
I'm crawling back to you

I know you're in there and you can make me wait
But I'm not gonna wait It's the least that I can do, just to tell you face to face
I was lying to myself, now I'm dying in this hell Girl I know you're mad, I can't blame you for being mad

But baby here I am Banging on your front door
My pride spilled on the floor
My hands and knees are bruised and now
I'm crawling back to you Begging for a second chance
Are you gonna let me in?
I was running from the truth and now I'm crawling back to you

If you could see these tears
I'm crying Touch these hands that can't stop shaking
Hear my heart that's barely beating
You will see a different man

But baby here I am Banging on your front door
My pride spilled on the floor
My hands and knees are bruised and I'm crawling back to you (come on)
Begging for a second chance
Are you gonna let me in? (let me in)
I was running from the truth, now
I'm crawling back to you Banging on your front door (darling)
My pride spilled on the floor
I was running from the truth, now I'm crawling back to you, yeah
Now I'm crawling back to you

Crawling back to you
Crawling back to you
Crawling back to you

woohoo!! bbal rockz...

2005-12-14T11:43:00.000+08:00

just came back from training...
not very tired this time
but still...
wah lau i cant believe nnee ann sec man...
cheat my feelings.
hahaha

watching chicken little late
with the fishballs...
hahaha i think they look like chicken little lor!!
or is it chicky little???
hahah

2005-12-13T23:44:00.000+08:00

WENT TO WATCH SAW 2 TODAY
I ACTAULLY LOOK LIKE A 17 YEAR OLD K!!!
WAHAHAHHAHA
ATE TTC OR IS IT CTC??
NICE MAN!!!

JUST FOUND OUT AFEW HOURS AGO THAT WE WILL BE PLAYIN A FRIENDLY TMR!!
ALMOST DIED...
MY WHOLE BODY IS STILL ACHING MAN!!!
HOW TO PLAY??
cast all your anxiety on Him because HE cares for you" 1Peter 5:7

FEELING HEART BROKEN NOW...
NOTHING MCH TO TALK ABOUT IT...

out of love

2005-11-22T23:15:00.000+08:00

2005-11-22T23:08:00.000+08:00

I am sad
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i am sad...

Worse year ever...

2005-11-07T21:42:00.000+08:00

A very low chance of getting promoted.
Whats happening to my studies?
I speak in english, write and read in english.
Yet I did so badly in this subject.

I am so sad...

Exams over?? Not really...

2005-10-11T22:32:00.000+08:00

Slacking actually.
Last paper tmr!!WOOHOO!!
Have been mugging for the past one week.
Late nights and crampping of information...
WAH can't stand it any more!! STRESS!!!

Linda is leaving tmr. For good...
From the 28 of oct to the 15 then to 13.
Stop changing dates la!!! GRR!!!
You want to leave us even faster is it??!!
Other than feeling sad, I will miss her when shes gone:(
Had the laast farewell dinner with her today.
Ate suki sushi (cine)
Isnt the helium balloon cute??!!!=)
Hope the chef(s) liked our little note.

From that day, lots of things changed